I am hopeful...

Today will be a lot better than last Saturday. Corey was very good all week. He spent last night with Vikki. I really needed the quiet night because I haven't been feeling great. I loaded up on medicine last night and I went to bed early. I heard the heat kick on for the 1st time. I have no idea what the temperature was but I assume it dropped below 50. I swear that was the shortest break ever, maybe a week and a half of no air conditioning or heat. Oh well. I actually like fall weather with the cool mornings and warm afternoons. It has been beautiful this week hopefully it will continue through the weekend. My mom indirectly invited me to a wedding and reception today. It is someone from church that I have known since I was 9 years old. Vikki has agreed to take Corey and I think I am going to attend. I haven't stepped foot in mom's church in probably a year. I grew up there though so I am sure to hear the "so glad to see you" comments. I am willing to endure them though because Frances was a good friend to me. And I want a good excuse to finally do my hair (shut up despotess) and I want to dress all pretty and see some of my old friends. I am hopeful that I can go without mom bringing me down and without the old timers making me feel like an evil doer (shut up nstig8r). Don got the boys haircut last weekend so I don't think I will hear from him this weekend. I am hopeful that he is not going to call with drama. Usually it takes a couple of months of silent treatment without me trying to smooth things over for him to blow his top. Who knows maybe he has someone, maybe he has decided to jump off the merry-go-round we have been on for almost 20 years. You never know...