I am back...

[cah1470]

It took me a little longer than usual to come back from the darkside. I am sure anyone who works with me could tell that I wasn't ok even if that is what I kept telling them. Well today I feel ok, finally. Of course Corey stayed with Don Monday night, and Vikki Tuesday and Thursday night so I have had almost all week to get myself together. I am praying that this weekend goes ok. Vikki will be out of town so I won't have my safety net if things go wrong. I called Frankie to check into counseling. Not only for me but for Cam too. I just think we are both on the edge of a breakdown or something and it is time I made some moves to protect us from that.

Anyway, it's Friday, payday, and I made it to work on time even though I stopped at Dunkin Donuts. So at least I am starting off on the right foot...

Comments

[nstig8r.livejournal.com]

sorry you're having a tough time!!!

[cah1470.livejournal.com]

I feel like such a big baby or such a big whiner lately. I guess that is one of the reasons why I want to see someone. For some reason things that I have been dealing with for 15 years have become almost unbearable. But make no mistake as angsty as I have been lately there is another side that has been totally fine.